I felt really bad a while ago in school. My friends teased me again and named me a few “things” which I did not tolerate this time. I think they’re being rude now. They’re stepping beyond the limit! I pity myself for not being brave and being able to speak what’s inside me especially when I’m already mad. I hate it. I was holding back my tears while I was resting my head on the arm chair, but wasn’t able to hold it for long so I started to shed some tears in silence. I wanted to cry it out loud but was to shy to show coz’ they might think of something else which might put myself into a greater embarrassment. I don’t understand why they have to tease me EVERYDAY, EVER MINUTE, and EVERY SECOND of MY EVERYDAY SCHOOL, I don’t understand! Can they just free me from this for once? Even for once?!
On the other hand, it’s Girl’s Generation!!
Well, I just wanted to tell everyone the things that run in my head right now. Who would have thought that a girl like me who’s into ballad and senti music would learn to love kpop and dance songs? Wow! It’s kinda new thing for me, but yeah, it doesn’t matter. Do you know how much I love these girls now? I can’t explain the feeling. I just learned to love them. Who would complain anyway, right? These girls are giving me such a different feel which I totally love! They’re amazing and gorgeous and I just can’t… ugh! (I wish I can just show you what I really feel here LOL).
These pictures show pureness, cuteness, freedom and happiness in them. They really are different here. They look so ordinary and I love it! Last January 19, they held a concert here in the Philippines (not a Solo concert though) which totally drove every kpop lovers crazy. The whole ground gone wild and the atmosphere was great. (Though I haven’t watched it live LOL). They were great and showed professionalism even though there were technical troubles during their performance. Seeing tweets on the internet made me totally cry, and I felt so stupid for not being a fan before. (I’ve been a fan 2 weeks ago, sorry.) I’ve already wasted half of my life, okay, but I can still see them coz’ they said they will definitely be coming back and I was like “!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#$%^!!” I’m saving now, just in case.
And oh by the way, I’m starting to collect albums already, so if ever, I’ll be posting them here. LOL. Ugh! Girls’ Generation, I love you!!!!
– From a newly fan.. ♥
Last tuesday was not a good day for me, honestly. I really got hurt and insulted on how they put words/names on me. Though it’s not a new thing, but everyday??! I’m really sick of hearing and tolerating the words they keep on saying, I’m totally sick of it! I wanted to shout in front of their faces and show them that I’m mad, but all I did was to hide my anger and just kept myself calm and showed them “It’s okay…”
This is too much. I hate myself!
The Ice Princess, Jessica Jung! Isn’t she gorgeous? I’m so in love with her now. She’s just too cute for me and I so love her voice too! I’m starting to love the other SNSD members too by the way. Let’s see how long will this ‘Jessica addiction’ last.