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I can’t explain the feeling. Kahapon pa ako nag-aalala ng husto sa grades ko. Akala ko talaga magkakaroon na ako ng bagsak. Pero nung na-encode na, “holy cow! I passed!”.  God is indeed guiding and providing me what I deserve in life. Kahit na ang sama ko (minsan), talagang hindi niya ako pinababayaan. Isa nalang ang hinihintay ko, at siguro naman okay na ang grade ko dun since exempted ako sa final exam. Lahat ng pagpupuyat ko at pag-aaral (kung meron man) ay nabigyan ng hustisya. Maraming maraming salamat kay Lord!

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Naka-open ang facebook at twitter ko ngayon, pero nakaka-bore pa rin. Nag-uload na ako ng photos at in-update ko na yung fanpage ko ni IU pero bored pa din. Sawang-sawa na ako sa kakabasa ng tweets galing sa mga echuserang palaka na finofollow ko. Asiwang-asiwa na ako sa mga pictures na nakikita ko sa facebook. Gusto kong umalis, pero wala akong pera. Gusto kong manuod, pero nakakasawa. Paulit-ulit nalang ang eksena. Walang bago! Naiiyak ako sa lintek na routine ng buhay ko. 

Hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit nagalit nalang siya bigla. Wala naman kami (sa tingin ko) ginawang masama. Tinanong ko siya kagabi (since feel kong galit siya) kung galit ba siya at bakit pero ang sinagot niya lang “ewan”. Sa totoo lang, naiinis ako. Kasi kung galit siya, sana diretsuhin niyang ipaalam samin hindi yung pahuhulain pa kami at pag-iisiping kung anong mali. Ang problema sa kanya, agad-agad siyang nagagalit sa napakababaw na dahilan, where in fact, kapag ako inaasar niya ng bonggang bongga eh hindi ko naman tine-take seriously. 

 

So, anong gusto niya? Mangyari ulit yung dati? Na-inunfriend niya kaming lahat sa facebook tapos kapag okay na i-aadd nalang kami ulit? Kung may problema, dapat pinag-uusapan at sinusolusyonan. Hindi yung hihintayin nalang yung panahon ang gumawa ng paraan.

I have been noticing this a long time ago, and I know, IU is not as innocent as she appears to be. I’m not saying that she’s a bitch, but probably she’s arrogant and a brat (I see it). Of course, we all have dark sides. No one’s perfect, and so as IU. She had gone through tough trials before finally getting on top, so she probably had to develop a strong and assertive attitude (which some people might consider bitchy) to get what she wanted. Yes, she acts cute and lovely, but trust me, this girl has dark sides too. I just don’t know how dark her true personality is. I’m just hoping that she doesn’t let things go to her head, and she’ll stay humble as what she has been showing and continue producing good music. That’s all I care about. My love for IU stays no matter what. 

 

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Keeping all the hate you feel inside is tough indeed. And it doesn’t  make any sense, cause sooner or later, trust me, you’re gonna burst out. There are times that you’ll feel like shouting at the face of you’re haters just to lessen the pain, wrath, shame, hate and other things you keep inside. Profanity; so what if you’ll become profane if you’ll tell them  all the shit you have inside? It won’t kill them anyway..  Moreover,  it’s an act way better than what they’re doing; talking shit behind your back.

Just an addition to my recent post. 

 

I guess, the main and deeper reason of this scandalous act is the misunderstanding that happened a year ago. That was the time that we’ve stopped talking and making any conversation to them. Well, in all honesty, they’re actually not a healthy neighbor. They always stay outside which gives everyone here an awkward feeling. (Should I continue?) 

Keke~ I won’t make myself look bad because of them.